The Journey Has Begin- もっと幸せ、もっと楽しい!

私は今年も､もっと幸せになりたい。

もっとも良い事をたくさんありますように｡

私はいい記憶を作りたくて、

まだやってない事もやってみたい。

昔の私は考え過ぎて、不安な事もたくさんあった。

でも今はやりたいことがたくさんあるから、

ちゃんとやるつもりだ。

私いつもこのようなになったら、

絶対無理だと思う。

色々な新しいことがたくさんあるからだ｡

すぐ始まるよ!

新しい時間が来たよ!

大事なことを守りたい!

きっともっと幸せになります。

走れ、飛べ、泳げ、乗れ、動け、打ち抜く、蹴る!

もっと楽しい｡

お楽しみに !

Yoshh, this year should have more fun.

Enjoy life more, yeah that's right this is the time.

Run..and get what you want.

This time should be more happy and fun..

Don't be afraid...as long as you didn't do anything wrong just no need to be worry.

"Make life simpler is the more fun and exciting moment.."

Like i used to do it in my past, i never felt worry if i got lost. I didn't know how come i could get all the encouragement. But as  long as i make it simple don't know how i've always find the answers.

If i take it simple i always feel happier.

And this is the time...

To go back to the real me, the time to do what i've never done before...

To do something that make me feel burn and enthusiastic!

Looking forward to it...

And the journey has begin....!

同じ空を見る [Stare to the same sky]

私は空を見る時、気分が良くになった。
青空と白い雲も、本当にきれいな景色だと思う。見れば見るほど、気分がもっと良くになった。
見たら、ついに自分に聞きたい言葉は [ほかの人は空を見る時に、どう思う?]って、[ほかの場所で、どう見える?]と考えた｡
朝、昼、夜も 空の形はいつも同じだよ｡
ただ変えるのは色だし、時々白くて、青くて、黒くて、炎色が見える。
そうすると、空を見ることが大好きだと思う｡

人間も同じだと思う。
人間の気持ちと考え方は変わったそうだ｡
その人間は同じだけど、ただ変えるのは心と考え方だけだと思う。
それよりも、すべてはその人間の決定だろう。
[どうやってるの、どう考えてるの] すべて自分の決断だと思う。

でも、覚えておくべきポイントは [私達は同じ空を見る]だろう｡
どこでも空を見えることができて、どこでも見るのはいつも同じだ。
だから、我々はごうまんである必要はない。
普通の人間だから。

Banda Aceh 2012 

Shangrilla Hotel - Jakarta 2014

In front of my office - Jakarta

Stare to the sky - ujung genteng beach west java

Foggy - sky - Puncak west java

Beautiful sky - Ujung genteng beach, west java

Cloudy sky - Jakarta

Early morning - sky - Monas, Jakarta

Beautiful sky - Ujung genteng, West Java

Beautiful sky - Phillipines, cr: Ranxie

Love the sky - Shizuoka Japan cr: ti2chan

Lovely sky from Senayan, Jakarta

Blue sky - Bali

lovely sky - ti2chan, Shizuoka Japan

Sky Lovers and lovely moon ipin - Cikarang, west java

Lovely sky - Ujung genteng, west java

I always feel good when i stare to the sky.
Sky never change, wherever we see it.
Even if i'm here, another people in the other countries also stare to the same sky.
it only the colors that change.
Sometimes blue, sometimes white, sometimes orange and when the night comes it will be black.
Stare to the sky will make me realize that i'm very small. God creates the beatiful scenery for us.
I love when i stare to the sky. It is so peaceful.

It is also the same with people.
People actually same but the differences are how the way they thought and how the way they acted.

My 2014 was Tough but it Makes Me Tougher as a Person

What you've been done?

Last year was not as easy as i thought or i might call it a bit tough for me.
It's not like i couldn't pass it well but hard to say i feel very sorry for myself for many things happened last year. Since i was out of my mind. All the simple things have gone and all the way i thought and did, i didn't enjoy it. i was over thinking. Like my teacher said "メイリナさんは考え過ぎる" [Meirina is Over-thinking]
But that's the truth. Throwback to those time, i tried to do my best but i didn't enjoy anything. I feel so ashamed and regret it. Coz time pass by and nothing change. Somehow it feels like i was try to run but something tied me up.
Compared to 2years ago, i was so different
I felt so free and enjoy my life.
I realize that 2014 was hard. Hard for me to burn out my different side. Hard to eliminate those thoughts. Hard to fight back my laziness.
But even so, i thought that my other side is not really lost from me. Even last year hard but i believe i will reach all the sweetness this year, life is all about bittersweet right? I already tasted the bitterness then this should turn to be my sweetest time. Reach all dreams this year. I believe...

"It was a tough year for me but it makes me tougher as a person."

"It was a hard year for me but i also had new experiences to learn from it" 

Last year i was not afraid to do what i've never done before. But thanks to God i always wanna do in a positive ways.

These are moments that make me free:

1. Went to Bali just for walk away

2. Went to Ujung Genteng

3. Start for weekly Running

4. Start for fun running

5. Join Futsal Event

6. Join Jakarta Marathon 2014

7. Start join muay thai - kick boxing 

So on...those things are things who made me feel free in 2014, what's yours?

I Remembered

It has been a year since that time, last year, in new year 2014 i remembered that i got the shocking news in the morning time. Lee seung gi dating yoona, that was shocking news and broke my heart that time. but i'm just his fans and still remain the same until now. Since that time, time went by and it's already a year.
People change,everything change and so many things happened.
All the bitter sweet things happened and we left it as memories.
I remembered that time...
All those things happened will stands still on our mind.
This new year we have to face new challenges.
New resolutions, new hopes, new dreams...
All the new things will come but we need to finish first what we start...
私も同じだよ。その夢は夢だけじゃない!
その夢は私の希望だ!
もっと頑張りますように、もっと幸せになりますように｡色々良い事もたくさんありますように。
それは私の希望だ!

明けましておめでとうございます 。
今年も宜しくお願いします。
o(^▽^)o

記憶が私の頭の中に止まっている - Memory Stands Still in My Head

何も分からない、何も考えられない。

やっと私の気持ちはまだ同じだ。

その記憶が私の頭の中に止まっている。

私の記憶の中にその人達はまだ同じだ。
その夢も同じだ。
でも実は違う。
あの人達の道を選んだ｡
彼らの生活を決めた。
今はその夢は消えちゃった｡

何となく寂しくなった。
あの時はもっと楽しかった。
あの時、夢がたくさんあったから、本当に幸せな時だった｡
でも昔は昔だった。
戻れば、楽しかもしれないと思う。
傷つけることがあったら、ちゃんと早く元気出して｡
痛みがあったら、早く直して。
暗い時だったら、きっと光を見えることができると思う。
私はメイだから｡
迷っていた時、自分の星をすぐ見ることができる。自分の選んだ道と自分の運命も、きっと見つけた｡幸せになろう!

Stop a Minute like KEANE!

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Some days, feel my soul has left my body
Feel I'm floating high above me
Like I'm looking down upon me
Start sinking, every time I get to thinking
It's easier to keep on moving
Never stop to let the truth in
Sometimes I feel like it's all been done
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one
Sometimes I wanna change everything I've ever done
I'm too tired to fight and yet too scared to run
And if I stop for a minute
I think about things I really don't wanna know
And I'm the first to admit it
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Sometimes I feel like a little lost child
Sometimes I feel like the chosen one
Sometimes I wanna shout out 'til everything goes quiet

Read more: Keane - Stop For A Minute Lyrics | MetroLyrics


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These days Keane really makes me back, back to the world that i have to be,  Writing world!
Somehow keane lyric can describe what i wanna say, i just become speechless when i listened their music. Even they're hiatus now but music won't stop. This song describe me when i was scared, scared to stop and keep walking but i don't know which path i should choose. Somehow i don't know why i feel like i realize and understand about myself. I know that i always choose different from what i want. I always take the hardest way in my life. Some people might think that i'm crazy but i don't know why it just happened to me.
I always choose different from wat i thought..
This song describe my past when i felt the fears on my own. All the choices i made, all the things i took that time made me scared and it made me just wanna keep walking and wanna start running, i didn't wanna stop coz i was too scared.
I admit it. Sometimes i was scared too.
But i never regret anything in my life. For now, everything i've done make me wiser and tough than i was that day.
And now i realized that,even i was scared but the more i think about my past are, i'm brave coz i can decide what i wanna do. I can make decision for my life. Even i always take the hardest path but i believe i'm brave to face it. Even people thought that i got nothing but the didn't know anything. Let other people talk everything they want and think everything they want about you. But don't be affraid coz they know nothing. You can't push everyone to do as you want.
So i won't be affraid, i won't stop for a minute...
Coz i will stop at the right time and yelling i will stop for a minute not because i'm scared but i will give all of you my smile and happiness....🙌

I'm going where people know my name

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I'm going back to a time when we owned this town
Down Powdermill lane and the Battle grounds
We were friends and lovers and clueless clowns

I didn't know I was finding out how I'd be torn from you
When we talked about things we were gonna do
We were wide-eyed dreamers and wiser too

We'd go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

I'm begging you for some sign, but you've still got nothing to say
Don't turn your back on me, don't walk away
I'm a better man now than I was that day.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

I wheel my bike off the train,
Up the North Trade Road.
And look for you on Marley Lane
In every building, in every street sign
Oh, why did we ever go
So far from home?

Well, you got nothing to hide, you can't change who you really are,
You can get a big house and a faster car
You can run away, boy, but you won't go far.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

Sha la la la la la la dee lay, yeah,
I'm going where the people know my name

Read more: Keane - Sovereign Light Cafe Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

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Like this song so much, agree to say like in the end of the song, i'm going where people know my name... 
When you go to the place where people know you, know your name, it will be easier for you to show who you are, you got nothing to hide, to be as you,who you are...really you..
You might not able to change anything in your past, how great it was, how bad it was...but don't be dissappointed, you'll get what you really want soon...
Keep looking forward to make tomorrow better than today, to make what happened in your past as a good learning that you can take...
For now the best thing to do is going to the place that know your name...