My 2014 was Tough but it Makes Me Tougher as a Person

What you've been done?

Last year was not as easy as i thought or i might call it a bit tough for me.
It's not like i couldn't pass it well but hard to say i feel very sorry for myself for many things happened last year. Since i was out of my mind. All the simple things have gone and all the way i thought and did, i didn't enjoy it. i was over thinking. Like my teacher said "メイリナさんは考え過ぎる" [Meirina is Over-thinking]
But that's the truth. Throwback to those time, i tried to do my best but i didn't enjoy anything. I feel so ashamed and regret it. Coz time pass by and nothing change. Somehow it feels like i was try to run but something tied me up.
Compared to 2years ago, i was so different
I felt so free and enjoy my life.
I realize that 2014 was hard. Hard for me to burn out my different side. Hard to eliminate those thoughts. Hard to fight back my laziness.
But even so, i thought that my other side is not really lost from me. Even last year hard but i believe i will reach all the sweetness this year, life is all about bittersweet right? I already tasted the bitterness then this should turn to be my sweetest time. Reach all dreams this year. I believe...

"It was a tough year for me but it makes me tougher as a person."

"It was a hard year for me but i also had new experiences to learn from it"

Last year i was not afraid to do what i've never done before. But thanks to God i always wanna do in a positive ways.

These are moments that make me free:

1. Went to Bali just for walk away