千の友達を作りたいと思うけど、本当にいいの?
なんか、そんな思うは変わるそうだ。
だって、数えなくてもいいだと思う。
大勢の友達があるので、本当の仲間が必要な事だと思う。
だから、今はいらない。
実は今のやりたいことは、今の本当の仲間を守りたいと思う。
後で千の友達を作ろう!
FootNotes - My Life My Way
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Tuesday, April 7, 2015
Saturday, March 21, 2015
A Hole in My Heart
From the start i realize that I'm a Drama Queen. I can't stop once i started watch Korean or Japan series. Then i realize that maybe watch all of those dramas make my writing style sometime too sensitive and i'm a bit poetic. Sometimes i even remember the line of their dialogue and the scene in the drama. How freak i am!
But i will take some positive note in my freak hobby, i can write notes. Even though sometimes i didn't know why i wrote like that! Hahahaaha...
I didn't realize that i have lots of notes and sometimes I'm a bit embarrassed when i read over it again. How could i become so melancholic and sometimes i told to myself. Wow, when i wrote all these stuffs!
This is one of them, i should make it become a song maybe (Laughing)...
But i will take some positive note in my freak hobby, i can write notes. Even though sometimes i didn't know why i wrote like that! Hahahaaha...
I didn't realize that i have lots of notes and sometimes I'm a bit embarrassed when i read over it again. How could i become so melancholic and sometimes i told to myself. Wow, when i wrote all these stuffs!
This is one of them, i should make it become a song maybe (Laughing)...
A Hole in My Heart
I should’ve known from the start,
Maybe I already knew but I was pretending
My empty chest
I can fake my smile
I can fake my laugh
I can play a role like I’m a drama queen
I can do it, yes i can do it...
But deep inside my heart it just an empty room
An empty chest
It just become a hole in my heart
I’ve tried my best
But it just happened again…
It becomes a hole in my heart
I can’t hate others
I can’t blame others
I always want to do my best
I should’ve known and seen from the start, from the very
beginning…
Nothing will change…
But I realize that I was hoping and I believed that I can do
it
I can do it indeed, but nothing changed
What I’ve been through…
No need to know…
As I’ve known from the start
Just do my best that’s all I can do
Not for anyone but for me
For my own sake and people around who trust me
I can do it…
And this hole in my heart
All the disappointment
All the failure
All the things that makes a hole in your heart
Just accept it because it’s not a bad thing
It makes you stronger and tough
Just believe it…
Thursday, March 12, 2015
愛は光の世、Can you live without love?
愛というと、なんという意味?
少しずつ分かっただと思う。
人生は愛のことは必要なことですよね。
大事なことでしょう。
愛はいらないと言ったら、自身がある?本当にいいの?
でもさ、人生はやっぱり愛は必要だと思う。
なんか、愛はない時はさみしいなあ感じ。
誰のため生きて行く、自分のためしか?できないだろう。
寂しそう。
意味ない、生きられない。
愛は光の世、
力強さ、
Can you live without love?
愛は光の世、
力強さ、
Can you live without love?
Tuesday, March 10, 2015
独り言 My Monologue!
Again,,This Japanese note was inspired by Itazurana Kiss Love in Tokyo, this time inspired by Itakiss Season 2. I was waiting this series since i watch season 1 in 2013. I was so happy when i noticed that they will make the special episode and also season 2. Then i watched it over and over again. I always waiting for the series every week. Then when the ending come closer absolutely i felt so sad and i couldn't say goodbye. It's hard to say goodbye and i couldn't bear it. That's the trigger why i wrote this note.
I'm a movie freak but i always want to take the positive value from everything i watched or read.
If there's no good point of the things that i did it will be useless and i want to share to everyone to take a good point on everything you did.
このドラマは本当にお終いなの?
なんかさようならの言葉は嫌な事だと思う。
私も大好きな事だったら、さようならの言葉は無理だよ。
だって、それは私の大事なことでしょう。
もういい。
やめた方が良いのかなぁ。
でも、信じられない。やめたくない。
私だったら、好きなことは諦めたくない。
ドラマのような、いつか私も自分の夢を叶えますように。
今度はちゃんと叶えますように。
そのドラマの教えてくれた事から、
今の私は夢中じゃなくて、本当の生活の中にいる。
だから、これからももっと頑張ります。
し、あ、わ、せ!
I'm a movie freak but i always want to take the positive value from everything i watched or read.
If there's no good point of the things that i did it will be useless and i want to share to everyone to take a good point on everything you did.
このドラマは本当にお終いなの?
なんかさようならの言葉は嫌な事だと思う。
私も大好きな事だったら、さようならの言葉は無理だよ。
だって、それは私の大事なことでしょう。
もういい。
やめた方が良いのかなぁ。
でも、信じられない。やめたくない。
私だったら、好きなことは諦めたくない。
ドラマのような、いつか私も自分の夢を叶えますように。
今度はちゃんと叶えますように。
そのドラマの教えてくれた事から、
今の私は夢中じゃなくて、本当の生活の中にいる。
だから、これからももっと頑張ります。
し、あ、わ、せ!
Monday, March 9, 2015
Time to Wake up from My Dramaland
My dramaland, the place where i'm running away from all the things i didn't wish...
My dramaland is the place where my fantasies and my imagination took their roles.
My dramaland, where everything happen as i want
But it will become never ending stories
Coz it just happen as i imagine and as i wish...
My dramaland will always be my hidden place...
It's time for me to wake up from my dramaland
It's time for me to face all the reality,
If i know when to start something, then i have to know when the time to stop it...
My dramaland will be always there as my place to running away for a while
I will be there again somehow but for now it's time for me to wake up,leaving it as it is and continue what i have to finish...
My dramaland is the place where my fantasies and my imagination took their roles.
My dramaland, where everything happen as i want
But it will become never ending stories
Coz it just happen as i imagine and as i wish...
My dramaland will always be my hidden place...
It's time for me to wake up from my dramaland
It's time for me to face all the reality,
If i know when to start something, then i have to know when the time to stop it...
My dramaland will be always there as my place to running away for a while
I will be there again somehow but for now it's time for me to wake up,leaving it as it is and continue what i have to finish...
Saturday, February 21, 2015
Addicted to Thai Boxing and Sports: "It makes me Happy!!"
My Journey
What we were, what we did, what
we got and what we’ve been through…
We would never know what we are
going to do and what will happen to us.
What we like and what we hate
sometimes change automatically
Sometimes we judge something
without know anything.
When something didn’t look like
what we want then we just hate it and even don’t wanna see and know about it.
Me too, I was like that… I didn’t
hate but I just didn’t like it…
But don’t get me wrong, I won’t do
anything. What I’m gonna do just make a line…
For now… I will challenge myself
because I realize that I like challenge
I like adventure…my journey has
begin like I previously said in my notes,
Then I will review all the things
I did here, sharing my experiences, sharing my hobbies…
Just
for your references
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I am K & J dramas freak, I
admit it… but different with others I just keep silence and lurking any
information…
It remains unchanged until now and it’s almost 8 years… don’t say
I don’t have life coz it’s my way enjoying my life, I will give my review about
dramas in my other notes.
For now I will write about sport…
In my past I didn’t interest much
in any kind of sport…
I learned volleyball, learned
badminton but I didn’t interest to do it…
what makes me interested was “Pencak
Silat” Indonesian traditional martial arts, but I remembered that my past days,
my health condition was not as good as now so I gave up…
I learned basketball in my junior
high school time but I didn’t take it too seriously then it was just like wind
breeze…forgot about it.
But I realized that since my
junior high school time I love sport even only watch it.
Back then I really
love Valentino Rossi and always watch MotoGP, I also love watch soccer with my friends
in my class (we were soccer and motogp freakers). How could I forget that time!
Then I didn’t realize that time
just passed by and in this time i remember that memory remain the same.
I still love that time but the
different is I like doing sport right now.
Let’s talk about what I’m doing
now…
Thai boxing…
For those who didn’t really know
about this and just make your own perception that Thai Boxing is about fighting
just try it then you will know what it is.
For a woman thai boxing can be
counted as tough or we may call extreme sport but I do it and I realize it
gives me so many beneficial values. From it I learn how to protect myself. I feel
more save and I feel happier. I feel more focus and the most important thing
is, I keep it in my mind what would I use this for and what for I’m doing this.
The strong and firmness training can make you strong as person. I realize that I
feel more confident and now I’m addicted to sports.
I’m not afraid of being tired and
I realize that sometimes we experienced risk of injury but that’s the part of
it. Same as life that sometimes we happy and sometimes sad, in sport also
sometimes we health sometimes we injured. Just enjoy the part of it. Then you
will get used to do it and you will realize that you enjoy the show. Enjoy being
the part of Thai boxing.
I’m not a fighter but i learn and
take values from it. So I wouldn’t judge anything as I want. Because I know
that learning something is not as easy as we thought. We need effort to learn
and to be a part of something. So don’t ever dare to say something bad about
Thai boxing or any other sports if you’ve never became part of it!
Trust me, once you involved in
strong or extreme sport, you will be addicted to it and looking for other new
challenges! Try on it…
Salam Olahraga!
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Thursday, February 19, 2015
Don't try to be Accepted by Others, Be Who You Are"
Let’s just ignore the others thought
for awhile…
Let’s experience something new…
This time i don't know who's the inspiration, then i'll let my finger just keep typing...
This time i don't know who's the inspiration, then i'll let my finger just keep typing...
In our past we’ve already
experienced many things and we can take learn from it.
But don’t you realize that perhaps
you are not the type of someone who can stand and doing the same things
repeatedly. You need challenge…
You won’t give up for what you always
do, but sometimes what you need is challenge…
You are not the one who can leave
something and forget it, you will keep it.
Sometimes you always want to say :
“Don’t you even try to understand me coz I’m not the typical person that you can easily understand. Don’t you even dare to judge me if you know nothing about me”.
Well said.
Sometimes you feel alright and
nothing’s wrong with you, you’ll be okay to be as who you are.
Do you have those thoughts on
your mind?
Maybe our thoughts sometimes just
as simple as we thought but sometimes the fact is not as easy as it is.
We would never know what people
think even if we know them.
We can’t ask them to do and to be
as we wish.
Even if we always have good thoughts
and treat them well but sometimes people will just ignore it and they will
forget it.
We will never know what people
really want, so don’t ever judge and don’t ever think that you can understand
how they feel.
Please don’t try to be someone
who tries to be accepted by others.
Just
be you, be who you are.
There are so many reasons to be
ourselves, to enjoy our lives, to appreciate ourselves.
If you never appreciate yourself
then who will do it?
Sometimes to be unaccepted is
necessary.
It will make us stronger coz we have to fight for what we believe,
for what we want.
Keep strong and fighting, all you
need is challenge and encouragement
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