The Journey Has Begin- もっと幸せ、もっと楽しい!

私は今年も､もっと幸せになりたい。

もっとも良い事をたくさんありますように｡

私はいい記憶を作りたくて、

まだやってない事もやってみたい。

昔の私は考え過ぎて、不安な事もたくさんあった。

でも今はやりたいことがたくさんあるから、

ちゃんとやるつもりだ。

私いつもこのようなになったら、

絶対無理だと思う。

色々な新しいことがたくさんあるからだ｡

すぐ始まるよ!

新しい時間が来たよ!

大事なことを守りたい!

きっともっと幸せになります。

走れ、飛べ、泳げ、乗れ、動け、打ち抜く、蹴る!

もっと楽しい｡

お楽しみに !

Yoshh, this year should have more fun.

Enjoy life more, yeah that's right this is the time.

Run..and get what you want.

This time should be more happy and fun..

Don't be afraid...as long as you didn't do anything wrong just no need to be worry.

"Make life simpler is the more fun and exciting moment.."

Like i used to do it in my past, i never felt worry if i got lost. I didn't know how come i could get all the encouragement. But as  long as i make it simple don't know how i've always find the answers.

If i take it simple i always feel happier.

And this is the time...

To go back to the real me, the time to do what i've never done before...

To do something that make me feel burn and enthusiastic!

Looking forward to it...

And the journey has begin....!

同じ空を見る [Stare to the same sky]

私は空を見る時、気分が良くになった。
青空と白い雲も、本当にきれいな景色だと思う。見れば見るほど、気分がもっと良くになった。
見たら、ついに自分に聞きたい言葉は [ほかの人は空を見る時に、どう思う?]って、[ほかの場所で、どう見える?]と考えた｡
朝、昼、夜も 空の形はいつも同じだよ｡
ただ変えるのは色だし、時々白くて、青くて、黒くて、炎色が見える。
そうすると、空を見ることが大好きだと思う｡

人間も同じだと思う。
人間の気持ちと考え方は変わったそうだ｡
その人間は同じだけど、ただ変えるのは心と考え方だけだと思う。
それよりも、すべてはその人間の決定だろう。
[どうやってるの、どう考えてるの] すべて自分の決断だと思う。

でも、覚えておくべきポイントは [私達は同じ空を見る]だろう｡
どこでも空を見えることができて、どこでも見るのはいつも同じだ。
だから、我々はごうまんである必要はない。
普通の人間だから。

Banda Aceh 2012 

Shangrilla Hotel - Jakarta 2014

In front of my office - Jakarta

Stare to the sky - ujung genteng beach west java

Foggy - sky - Puncak west java

Beautiful sky - Ujung genteng beach, west java

Cloudy sky - Jakarta

Early morning - sky - Monas, Jakarta

Beautiful sky - Ujung genteng, West Java

Beautiful sky - Phillipines, cr: Ranxie

Love the sky - Shizuoka Japan cr: ti2chan

Lovely sky from Senayan, Jakarta

Blue sky - Bali

lovely sky - ti2chan, Shizuoka Japan

Sky Lovers and lovely moon ipin - Cikarang, west java

Lovely sky - Ujung genteng, west java

I always feel good when i stare to the sky.
Sky never change, wherever we see it.
Even if i'm here, another people in the other countries also stare to the same sky.
it only the colors that change.
Sometimes blue, sometimes white, sometimes orange and when the night comes it will be black.
Stare to the sky will make me realize that i'm very small. God creates the beatiful scenery for us.
I love when i stare to the sky. It is so peaceful.

It is also the same with people.
People actually same but the differences are how the way they thought and how the way they acted.

My 2014 was Tough but it Makes Me Tougher as a Person

What you've been done?

Last year was not as easy as i thought or i might call it a bit tough for me.
It's not like i couldn't pass it well but hard to say i feel very sorry for myself for many things happened last year. Since i was out of my mind. All the simple things have gone and all the way i thought and did, i didn't enjoy it. i was over thinking. Like my teacher said "メイリナさんは考え過ぎる" [Meirina is Over-thinking]
But that's the truth. Throwback to those time, i tried to do my best but i didn't enjoy anything. I feel so ashamed and regret it. Coz time pass by and nothing change. Somehow it feels like i was try to run but something tied me up.
Compared to 2years ago, i was so different
I felt so free and enjoy my life.
I realize that 2014 was hard. Hard for me to burn out my different side. Hard to eliminate those thoughts. Hard to fight back my laziness.
But even so, i thought that my other side is not really lost from me. Even last year hard but i believe i will reach all the sweetness this year, life is all about bittersweet right? I already tasted the bitterness then this should turn to be my sweetest time. Reach all dreams this year. I believe...

"It was a tough year for me but it makes me tougher as a person."

"It was a hard year for me but i also had new experiences to learn from it" 

Last year i was not afraid to do what i've never done before. But thanks to God i always wanna do in a positive ways.

These are moments that make me free:

1. Went to Bali just for walk away

2. Went to Ujung Genteng

3. Start for weekly Running

4. Start for fun running

5. Join Futsal Event

6. Join Jakarta Marathon 2014

7. Start join muay thai - kick boxing 

So on...those things are things who made me feel free in 2014, what's yours?

I Remembered

It has been a year since that time, last year, in new year 2014 i remembered that i got the shocking news in the morning time. Lee seung gi dating yoona, that was shocking news and broke my heart that time. but i'm just his fans and still remain the same until now. Since that time, time went by and it's already a year.
People change,everything change and so many things happened.
All the bitter sweet things happened and we left it as memories.
I remembered that time...
All those things happened will stands still on our mind.
This new year we have to face new challenges.
New resolutions, new hopes, new dreams...
All the new things will come but we need to finish first what we start...
私も同じだよ。その夢は夢だけじゃない!
その夢は私の希望だ!
もっと頑張りますように、もっと幸せになりますように｡色々良い事もたくさんありますように。
それは私の希望だ!

明けましておめでとうございます 。
今年も宜しくお願いします。
o(^▽^)o