My Sweet Revenge

I don't know what to do right now because I’m confused with all things that happened to me lately. I haven't breathed the air but I must face other things. How could I face all those things? I don't know what’s happening but it seems like they are trying to “killing” me softly… not kill in true meaning but they tried to kill my character. I did the right thing but for them I didn't, I didn't make the right one and they blamed me too. Just what am I supposed to do now? Every single thing that I do is wrong!!

If I could, I just want to shout out loud. I really don't know how to handle this.

I just can’t watch everyone blame me for thing that I didn’t do. Everyone stabs me on my back; make me become the one who must be blamed for everything. Blamed for their weakness, for their unhappiness, for everything that they didn't like and they haven’t satisfied, and they make me become someone who had suffered most. And I just want to ask why me???

What I've done before? That makes them hate me so? I try to be myself; try to be who I am, straight to my goal and try to do my best in everything that I have to…

I don't even have anything like them, I don’t have abundant wealth, and I’m just an ordinary one. I even have to struggle for everything I want. I can’t get anything easy.

But at least I have spirit to try to pass and solve it… just do my best as I can.

Are they jealous of my spirit?

Too many questions in my head, my mind, my heart…

I don’t know how to answer it. Because the haters always going to hate.

So I will just let it happen to me whatever their reasons are…

But only for a while…

Until my sweet revenge time come, revenge with succeed…

*ps thanks to Mr. Barry

By: Orienz