君は私のたからものだから Because you're my precious...

君は私のたからものだから
Because you're my precious...
You always be here
Beside me
Even you said you will leave me but you never do that

Because you are precious to me,
I just realized that you know me better than anyone else
You understand what i always wanted, you know that i'm different
and i don't like to act to be girlie
Even you are angry,
but you always stop when i'm start crying...
I know sometimes you're tired facing my childish side..
You said to be different with other girl will be okay for me
you always said that i'm a tough and hardworker
I'm a brave and independent girl,
Even some people saw and thought like i can do anything by my own,
even in their thoughts i am an independent girl who can go alone and never feel affraid of other things,
Dunno how but in front of you, feel like you know me more than anyone else, what im able to do and what i don't
You know me when i'm losing my mind,,you know when i'm feeling so betrayed...
Then i just realized, you always know about me..
Then i'm your precious person right?no need to answer..

君は私のたからものだから
君のこと信じたくて、守りたい。

Because you are also my precious person

このままでもいい

私にはその記憶がまだ心にあった。
どこでも、いつでも、誰とも、
いつも自分自身になりたい。
私はこのままでも、きっと幸せだ。
ただ、私にはその記憶が大切なことだ。

この世界には人々の大切なことって何?
考えれば、考えるほど、見つけたの?

人の気持ちはいつも変わったんじゃないの?
他の人より、私の考えと心はいつも同じ。
この世界に向うと夢をかなえるようにも。

私は自分の事と願いを守りたくて、信じたい。

Writing is The Best Medicine for Me!

For the time being...
For all that have been through...
For who you are instead of your dreams...
For me, for anyone else...
People would never understand for everything
People would never get the answers of everything
People would never know who they are gonna be
Once they pass it
Once they fail it
Once they broke it
Once they will realized
It can be called as experiences
People would never know anything before they experienced it
As who i am  today...
The more i tried to do my best the more i realize what  the most things that i really wanna do
Who i am inside...
What my passion and how is my vision...
What makes me happy and feel free...
What the best think to do to make me as myself and enjoy my world create everything i want...
Writing...
Writing is my world...
Thinking is my friend...
Imagining and dreaming for self healing...
Playing with the words...
Playing with your brain...
Playing with your heart...
Once i lost the feeling to write, then i lost my mood
Feel like writing is the best medicine for me...
Writing is the best creativity to express myself..express who i am
How honest i am, How sincere i write...
by writing we can see how the way we are thinking  and face all the things that matters.
Writing is the best medicine for me...
I like writing then i decide to continue writing in my blog, thus no one read it, won’t be matters for me..
As long as i have my note, as long as i have words...
As long as i can think...and as long as i have my dreams
I will embrace all the chances...
Because i feel more gratitude for all those things that i have...
it’s not easy to maintain these feeling...
It’s not easy to write everything...
It’s not easy to express what you think and what you feel...
But because writing is the best medicine for me
Feel no worries
Feel no affraid
Just feel free...Feel free to express my self
Feel free to write with my quality
_oRieNz_

Recall your memories

Recall those memories
Some said you’re not creative
Some said you didn’t have innitiative
Some said you’re just ordinary
What you possess only  your spirit
What they know about me?
They know nothing...
Recall those memories and you have to be remain the same...
The same as who you are before...
People might think that what they  think is right...
But they know nothing...
You are who you think but
what you think about who you are is the main important
People might think what they did is right but
they never know what another people have been through
You have to decide to be who you are, to be yourself...
But don’t get it wrong...
Don’t get it wrong... to be yourself is to be better person day by day...
People do mistake but don’t do it twice...
Recall your memories...recall your happiness...
Recall your passion...recall your dream...
To be as who you are before, big girl with big dreams...

People Might Forget You But Your Heart will Remind Them of Who You Are

I had reasons...

All the things that we have now...all the things that we had yesterday...

People might not realize what they have and  they had...

But me.. i do realize what i had yesterday and i’m not aware of what i have now...

My past time... all the memories, still belong to me...

And all i have now... people offer me they hand but all they get just my rejection...

because all i have just those memories...

But all those memories left me behind...they walk away...they live their life...

left me behind...

I had reasons...to tell my self to be stronger...

as i always said so many times, i have to live my life to the fullest...

I can’t go back and i won’t go back...

Because too many reasons, 

I should accept all those memories, keep it on my mind but i shouldn’t get back to those situations...

Because it wouldn’t be the same anymore...

What we have had and what we have experienced once, it wouldn’t be the same at the second time

just be yourself as always...people might forget you but your heart will remind them who you are

Letter for myself "The Most Dazzling Star is Mine"

Letter for  my self “The most dazzling star is mine”

Dear me,
I am writing this letter for motivating my self of who I am today, who i was yesterday and who i want to be in my future. i have been through many things in my past years and i realized most of them were bitter, then whatever happened to me in my past. i just wanna try my best to forget it and erase it. I shouldn’t become someone that i don’t wanna be. i just need to put my best effort for everything after i read this letter, because this letter reminds me of what happened to me in my past. if i become someone who have wealthy in my hand, i should assist my family to be stronger and forget revenge (for them who hate me most) --- revenge with my succeed. Succeed doesn’t mean that you have to be better than anyone but you can be yourself to do your best and know how to put yourself and do what you have to do.
if i can’t be “someone” --- i just need to put harder my effort to do my best. What happen to me right now is i just have to act right and what i have to do is just remember you should succeed but don’t forget you have to have heart and brain, heart to forgive anyone that hate you most brain to do your best in order to never regret anything in life –meirina–
============================================================================= “Stare to the sky and as you can see the stars, the most dazzling one is yours...
Put your true heart to see that stars. Because if you don’t, you won’t find it.
It means that in life, you have to do your best on everything so you can be succeed...
It means that you have to have an honest heart for doing anything so you can find direction on your life...
How hard you lost the way, you will always find way to be the stars --- the most dazzle ones. Because not everyone can find it.
How hard they look for it, they won’t find and they can’t become it. Because the most dazzling star is your heart. “
“The most dazzling star is mine”
-Orienz-

Get out from your box!!

Get out from the box and live life to the fullest.
Do something is always better than nothing.
When you choose to be someone who never go out from the box,
Never do something different,
always do the same rutinities..
get out from your comfort zone!
Live your life!
It doesn’t mean that you have to leave all the things that you have done.
It means that you have to try  to do something unusual that can make you feel more alive.
Look everything from the other side...
Take another challenges, grab another chances...
You don’t have to be popular but you have to be special one
Get out from the box and let them feel you...
Feel that you are special.
-OrienZ-