Are you friend or foe?: "My friends' heart i wanna protect it like it's mine"

"We couldn't know what people thoughts...
 We couldn't know people's heart...
 Sometimes we just guessing people without knowing the truth, without asking, without  thinking..."

my forever best friend and my forever wAnita!

Best Friends...

What actually it means?

For me the meaning of best friend is a TRUE GOOD FRIEND

As i know good friends are someone who always beside us...

Someone who always telling the truth, not justify everything but telling the truth

Good Friends wouldn't stabbed you behind your back...

Good Friends wouldn't discredit you but giving you wise advice..

still my wAnita

best!

wAnita look like a man

i miss my college time !!

I ever thought that good friend is someone who stays behind you to push you when you stop

and i ever thought that good friend is someone who stays in front of you to pull you when you're down...

But now my mind has already changed

Good friend is someone who will stay beside you....

To protect you from doing mistakes,

To support you when you're down 

To warn you when you're wrong 

give you advice for your own good...

To hold your hand and through the paths together...

a good friend is a friend who knows the limits and capacity as friend

That's called as TRUE BEST FRIEND in my mind...

Yes we're TEACHER!!even we taught at same school!wince,oba, me and kujeng, where's wawa?

wohooo !!! my best girls!!! kujeng, shera and oba

can we go back to this time?? my kujeng, my oba,me and my wince!!

Yes i had a moment here with my best friends!! wince and me

Thank you for the surprise b'day party!!!my kujeng and my oba

at wawa' house, we should take picture together why only me! :(

Foe? 

what's that mean?

for me the one that always wanna get close to us but only to take advantage from us, 

The one that only discredit us without any meaning

The one that couldn't get shut their mouth and annoyed us

The one that always act that they did everything for our sake

The one that always wanna get involved into our life

and the one that most happiest of our failure

that's called as a TRUE FOE for me! 

and i don't wanna get involved with such kinds of person

That's why i just wanna have positive minds and thoughts

I wouldn't be bother with such fake person because i know the reality

In this world we couldn't push people to act and think as we wish

we couldn't force people to be as we wish, because they have their own thoughts and their own believe!

me, Dinceu and wAnita !!!we met only for taking pictures :D

poor me i don't have lots pictures,,they're my friend from elementary school and since junior high school  until NOW and still friends!! 

That's why i didn't force others to be my friends, to be my best friends, and i wouldn't ask them to change their mind about me...i just will let it flows 

because i already have my own best friends...and i trust them...

even though i seldom meet and communicate with them but i know that they're always in the same place,

as my good friends 

we lives our own lives

we choose our own path

we decide our own decision

but we know that we have each other

as Good best friends...

we're just acting!!! me Deydes and wAnita!!!

still wAnita, Deydes and Me!! Night at College! :D

still 3 of us (what we did!!!)hahaha

did you scared of 3 of us 

*PS: I shed my tears when i put the pictures on this post because i miss that time so much and i miss them all! :)

"My friends' heart i wanna protect it like it's mine..."

Deydes, wAnita, abang and me

still us and Oba-chan at our basecamp!

*色んなことを守りたい *I want to protect many things*

_ORieNz_

Don't be ashamed of who you are! (You are what you think)

Once more I have to go through for a new phase on my life.

Yup!!! New Year 2014!!!

The way that life guides me is always up and down. But no matter how hard my life is, I just need to pass it, walk into it and handle it. Some people might see that my life is easy. The fact is I just make it easier for myself.

From the very beginning, I have to face lots of things. Some people said that I look like a jumping louse. But I can’t handle it. That was just happened in my life.

I was born in a little town, I've never been in overseas, my foreign language ability is not at advance level, I don’t use luxurious items and I’m not wealth and i'm not so smart. I choose to be the ordinary one.

I don’t want to pretend that I need to become as someone else because everyone want to see me like they want to do.  

For me, the definition of luxurious is not that we have to use branded items or high price items.

The definition of wealth is not how much money or anything we have...and 

The definition of intelligence is not only get good grades...

BUT Luxurious, wealth and intelligence are how we manage our life, how we acted and behaved, how we speak, what we choose and how we describe ourselves to others.

It’s not all imaging but the depiction of ourselves; it will show who we are. 

Because i thought that luxurious and intelligence can't be bought by wealth...

even though you are wealthy but your attitude is bad, even though you are smart but you don't know how to put yourself, it will be so useless and not worth it!

To be honest everything is back to our intention but if we give a bad impression to others since the very beginning, they will annoyed of us. 

And I don’t like people who spread negativity to other by what they thought and how they acted.

positive...we can learn from the smallest things, like how we appreciate other people...how we control our thoughts and mouth when we talk, how we manage our heart to have a big heart...it's not easy but at least we need to try.....that's what i think!

"Smart people are those who know their capacity and capability and put the right thing on the right place".

"The dangerous thing is smart people who smart ass, because they already know that they have a good brain then they treat people like trash, they thought that the only one who has good brain is their self..so they thought they are the most true person".

It’s me, just me and that's what i thought, every time I remember about those things above make me think harder. I've met so many kinds of people. I know many great people and i'm not ashamed of who i am

Because i always remember my daddy's quote:

 “You shouldn't be ashamed of who you are, You shouldn't be ashamed of your ability because even you're just standard person like they thought, You can reach on them. So, the one that should be ashamed is “them (who are ignorant of you)”. 

BUT REMEMBER Keep Humble!!! 

-OrieNz- 

"The Rules: Broke the rules or not it depends on you, your thought!"

Most of the young generations 

Some of them trust that it would be more interesting if they didn't have any rules in their life 

or in simple words they would say "broke the rules! because rules are made to be broken"

They're enjoying free life

They're enjoying what just can make them fun

without thoughts, without regrets

Laughing, broke the rules and thought it as achievement

Broke the rules and feel satisfied of what they did

Most of the young generations

Broke the rules and they called it as aspirations

Broke the rules and they called it as inspirations

Broke the rules and they called it as arts

can be assumed as you're winning a challenge if you broke the rules

How come?

Most of the young generations are broke the rules only for their satisfaction

They only thought how to broke the rules without thought what value contained in it 

without regrets still continue to broke it one by one

and the results?

some of them act childish

some of them act selfish

some of them can't be trusted

some of them become irresponsible

whose faults?

for me their own faults!

Because they have already get the rules in their life but they always broke it!

Even though you didn't taught by your parents

Even though you didn't taught by schools

Even though no rules in your family

Even though no rules in your life

just make one for yourself!

Because rules also important

Rules are as your limitation, restriction

Rules are as your controller, boundary

between right and wrong!

between good and bad!

between should and shouldn't!

between do and don't!

That's why i choose to control my life with rules

because if someday i broke the rules

i will remind my self about who i am!

and wouldn't let my life out of control

Show time "Did you get what you want?"

Counting day by day.. 
It will no longer 2013
What did you do on this past year?
Did you get what you want?
2014 come so soon
Left 2013 behind
What did you get?
Did you get what you want?
Tell me what did you get...
Is it a big thing?
Is it a great thing?
Is it a proud thing?
Tell me what you did
Did you get what you want?

Though you feel haven't earned anything
Though you feel haven't done anything
Though you feel that you just wait and watch all the possibilities
But it seems like things that comes to you only the impossibilities

Have you aware that...
You've got something in this year
You've got experiences
You've done what you need to do
All you need is chances
But you've got all of it
You also get the chances
It's just not your time
As long as you do what you have to
Keep calm but keep watch
Watch all the possibilities
Until the time comes

This is your show time
Show them what you have
Show them who you are
and tell them did you get what you want?
Because the show is mine

            - OrieNz -

"Hobby Led Me and Experiences Taught Me"

Another part of dramas? yes my life sometimes like a drama that has protagonist and antagonist as well. That's why i like watch dramas. I've mentioned it before in my previous post that i like watch k-dramas and J-dramas. But these days i often watch K-dramas. That's my hobby. i often cry and laugh out loud because of my hobby, the reason is somehow i can take learns from some sort of that dramas. 

In dramas there are always a main actor as protagonist either as antagonist role. For me i don't have to be as protagonist one. I don't wanna be like a Cinderella or a weak character that should be protected by another one. I hate weak protagonist character, who always cry and lost from the battle. I  But i don't wanna be like antagonist character who don't have feeling, who would make other suffer. I don't like a meaningless antagonist character. But i don't wanna be a supporting role who has to be a flat performance. If i had to choose i would choose as director who can directing how the story line and others role. Then if i couldn't, i would choose as an antagonist role who doesn't have a making up character and self-righteous but have clear character who would concede defeat and play sportive. If i really couldn't i would prefer as protagonist role who has a tough and brave character not a weak character. I don't want to be seen as people who are trying to look good to others and when hurt or feel unfairly then blame the situation. I don't wanna be those kinds of person.

Those dramas that I've watched taught me that life also like dramas,

So many up and down, win and lost, cry and laugh...

Those dramas taught me that so many black and white in life...

Those dramas taught me to be tough

Those dramas taught me to dream higher

Those dramas taught me many things

Even those only dramas but i could take a positive things from it.

Yup that's my hobby..watch dramas.

My hobby taught me well...

well deserved to be better and better person day by day

*Ps: inspired by Lee Seung Gi song 

Love Taught me To Drink

cr: http://stuckonmind.wordpress.com/2010/03/24/lyric-lee-seung-gi-love-taught-me-to-drink/

                                    -Orienz-

Where did those dreams go?

Dreams sometimes bigger than thoughts
Expectations sometimes higher than what we could achieve
Imaginations sometimes more beautiful than the facts
But does it matter?
It's called life
People deserved for dreaming
People deserved for expecting
People deserved for imagining
Without it all, it's all empty...
Though people would never get enough for everything
but without all those things could people even live?
How could people live without hope?
How could people live without dreams?
It would be so meaningless
It would be so flat

For you who doesn't have dreams,
Where did those dreams go?
Go grab it before too late
Go catch and reach it...
Go...before you don't have anything left
Because nothing is impossible
For your own sake
            

To Be Happy is a Choice

If people could choose they would choose what they want
If people could choose they would choose what the best
If people could choose they would choose the easiest way for everything
If people could choose they would choose happiness on every way
But if every single thing just as easy as they thought 
Will people understand others conditions?
Will people find each other?
Will people feel "need each other"?
Because it seems like i've got what i want, i've got the best, i've got what make me happy so i don't need anything else, i have already became the happiest person in the world.
but it won't happen
Life sometimes won't work as we want
We won't get everything 
Sometimes we need to be hurt
Sometimes we need to be sad
Sometimes we need to be failed
That's for strengthen us
But...
To be happy is a choice
To be happy is our own decision
To be happy is how we put our life
So just be happy!
          
                                  -OrieNz-