I Remembered

It has been a year since that time, last year, in new year 2014 i remembered that i got the shocking news in the morning time. Lee seung gi dating yoona, that was shocking news and broke my heart that time. but i'm just his fans and still remain the same until now. Since that time, time went by and it's already a year.
People change,everything change and so many things happened.
All the bitter sweet things happened and we left it as memories.
I remembered that time...
All those things happened will stands still on our mind.
This new year we have to face new challenges.
New resolutions, new hopes, new dreams...
All the new things will come but we need to finish first what we start...
私も同じだよ。その夢は夢だけじゃない!
その夢は私の希望だ!
もっと頑張りますように、もっと幸せになりますように｡色々良い事もたくさんありますように。
それは私の希望だ!

明けましておめでとうございます 。
今年も宜しくお願いします。
o(^▽^)o

記憶が私の頭の中に止まっている - Memory Stands Still in My Head

何も分からない、何も考えられない。

やっと私の気持ちはまだ同じだ。

その記憶が私の頭の中に止まっている。

私の記憶の中にその人達はまだ同じだ。
その夢も同じだ。
でも実は違う。
あの人達の道を選んだ｡
彼らの生活を決めた。
今はその夢は消えちゃった｡

何となく寂しくなった。
あの時はもっと楽しかった。
あの時、夢がたくさんあったから、本当に幸せな時だった｡
でも昔は昔だった。
戻れば、楽しかもしれないと思う。
傷つけることがあったら、ちゃんと早く元気出して｡
痛みがあったら、早く直して。
暗い時だったら、きっと光を見えることができると思う。
私はメイだから｡
迷っていた時、自分の星をすぐ見ることができる。自分の選んだ道と自分の運命も、きっと見つけた｡幸せになろう!

Stop a Minute like KEANE!

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Some days, feel my soul has left my body
Feel I'm floating high above me
Like I'm looking down upon me
Start sinking, every time I get to thinking
It's easier to keep on moving
Never stop to let the truth in
Sometimes I feel like it's all been done
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one
Sometimes I wanna change everything I've ever done
I'm too tired to fight and yet too scared to run
And if I stop for a minute
I think about things I really don't wanna know
And I'm the first to admit it
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Sometimes I feel like a little lost child
Sometimes I feel like the chosen one
Sometimes I wanna shout out 'til everything goes quiet

Read more: Keane - Stop For A Minute Lyrics | MetroLyrics


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These days Keane really makes me back, back to the world that i have to be,  Writing world!
Somehow keane lyric can describe what i wanna say, i just become speechless when i listened their music. Even they're hiatus now but music won't stop. This song describe me when i was scared, scared to stop and keep walking but i don't know which path i should choose. Somehow i don't know why i feel like i realize and understand about myself. I know that i always choose different from what i want. I always take the hardest way in my life. Some people might think that i'm crazy but i don't know why it just happened to me.
I always choose different from wat i thought..
This song describe my past when i felt the fears on my own. All the choices i made, all the things i took that time made me scared and it made me just wanna keep walking and wanna start running, i didn't wanna stop coz i was too scared.
I admit it. Sometimes i was scared too.
But i never regret anything in my life. For now, everything i've done make me wiser and tough than i was that day.
And now i realized that,even i was scared but the more i think about my past are, i'm brave coz i can decide what i wanna do. I can make decision for my life. Even i always take the hardest path but i believe i'm brave to face it. Even people thought that i got nothing but the didn't know anything. Let other people talk everything they want and think everything they want about you. But don't be affraid coz they know nothing. You can't push everyone to do as you want.
So i won't be affraid, i won't stop for a minute...
Coz i will stop at the right time and yelling i will stop for a minute not because i'm scared but i will give all of you my smile and happiness....🙌

I'm going where people know my name

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I'm going back to a time when we owned this town
Down Powdermill lane and the Battle grounds
We were friends and lovers and clueless clowns

I didn't know I was finding out how I'd be torn from you
When we talked about things we were gonna do
We were wide-eyed dreamers and wiser too

We'd go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

I'm begging you for some sign, but you've still got nothing to say
Don't turn your back on me, don't walk away
I'm a better man now than I was that day.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

I wheel my bike off the train,
Up the North Trade Road.
And look for you on Marley Lane
In every building, in every street sign
Oh, why did we ever go
So far from home?

Well, you got nothing to hide, you can't change who you really are,
You can get a big house and a faster car
You can run away, boy, but you won't go far.

Let's go down to the rides on east parade,
By the lights of the palace arcade
And watch night coming down on the Sovereign Light Café

Let's go down to the bandstand on the pier
Watch the drunks and the lovers appear
To take turns as the stars of the Sovereign Light Café

Sha la la la la la la dee lay, yeah,
I'm going where the people know my name

Read more: Keane - Sovereign Light Cafe Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

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Like this song so much, agree to say like in the end of the song, i'm going where people know my name... 
When you go to the place where people know you, know your name, it will be easier for you to show who you are, you got nothing to hide, to be as you,who you are...really you..
You might not able to change anything in your past, how great it was, how bad it was...but don't be dissappointed, you'll get what you really want soon...
Keep looking forward to make tomorrow better than today, to make what happened in your past as a good learning that you can take...
For now the best thing to do is going to the place that know your name...

イタズラなキス itazurana kiss love in tokyo

イタズラなキス Itazura na kiss Love Tokyo!!
Last year i watched many many times this series, once i watched it i've fallen for it.
And i've fallen for Honoka Miki and Furukawa Yuki.
Recently i also watched love in okinawa, it is the special episode for itazurana kiss love.in tokyo session 2,

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　 / つ つ　*~
　Ｏ　 ノ
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I'm so excited huaaaa can't wait any longerrrrrr.

急に気づいた、もう何回ぐらいこのドラマを見ていたの。
20回ぐらいかなあ。
とっても大好きだよっ！＼(¯＾¯)／ﾊﾞｯ！
Suddenly i realize,how many times i watched this drama?20 times maybe...
I really love this drama...

Can't help but falling in love with this dramaaaaaaaa
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バンザイ　ヤッターネ
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(( ・∀・ ))・∀・) )
`＼　　 ∧ 　　ノ
　/　　｜/　　｜
（＿ノ＿)_ノL＿)

Looking forward for this upcoming dramaaaaaaa

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　 ハ,_,ハ＼／
,;゛ ´∀｀っ Happy
;;っ 　 ,ミ
u””゛”u/^l


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They only can see your back "in fact that you're tough and brave"

The way you spend your time and be happy!
This is for me who like and enjoy my me time alone...
I spend my time for watching K & J series (korean & japanese),
sometimes read books and writing also. I prefer spending my time alone but sometimes i spend it with my friend or my sisters too, but some people might say it's kinda boring activity. Some said spending time to hang out , wasting money and time are the best for them. But everyone has their own choice. What they like and what they choose we can't blame it.

For me i feel become my self when i did the mention above activities. Cause i can express my feeling.
I've ever been trying to do what others like but it just become a burden.
Do what you like and be your self are the best things.
It's not a sin if you always wanna do everything best. Though some people might not like and accept it but don't blame yourself. Cause do the best won't make you regret. Having fun doesn't mean that you just waste your time and money and it will make you laugh happily. throw away those kinds of thought.
Having fun is doing what you like and make you comfort.
I live my life in my rule and my limit that's why i can be who i am today.
Don't ever say you are regretting many things behind. All your efforts, all your time and your past, you've done well.

Don't lose and get lost the track. That's make you different.
I thought to be a boring person sometimes is good.
Doesn't mean that you have a boring life but you know how to live your life in your way.
Don't be afraid to be alone, don't be afraid that you'll be disliked.
Don't be afraid not to be popular.
I've mention once that to be popular is your choice.
This way you can see people deeply.
Time will answers everything and i find mine...

Find your answer but just remember keep doing the right things,
Keep on the right track and do your best
Don't be afraid to be alone..cause everyone just can see your back,

It looks like you are alone and lonely but in fact that you are brave and tough...
they couldn't see that you are smiling and happy cause you know that you have to keep moving forward and what you have to achieve...

               

私が私、 i am me!

私は私、というと自分になりたい。
いつも頑張ってるからこそ、
やっと今その夢をかなえますように。
明日も必ずますます見えますように。

私は一千の友達を作りたい。

I will do my best , for sure..
So tomorrow i will not regret anything in my past
However the result is...

I am me...i don't wanna be anyone else
I wouldn't regret anything
I wouldn't regret what i've done
What i've been through either...

I will make thousand friends...
But it won't change me
I am who i want to be...who i supposed to
私が私