Writing is The Best Medicine for Me!

For the time being...
For all that have been through...
For who you are instead of your dreams...
For me, for anyone else...
People would never understand for everything
People would never get the answers of everything
People would never know who they are gonna be
Once they pass it
Once they fail it
Once they broke it
Once they will realized
It can be called as experiences
People would never know anything before they experienced it
As who i am  today...
The more i tried to do my best the more i realize what  the most things that i really wanna do
Who i am inside...
What my passion and how is my vision...
What makes me happy and feel free...
What the best think to do to make me as myself and enjoy my world create everything i want...
Writing...
Writing is my world...
Thinking is my friend...
Imagining and dreaming for self healing...
Playing with the words...
Playing with your brain...
Playing with your heart...
Once i lost the feeling to write, then i lost my mood
Feel like writing is the best medicine for me...
Writing is the best creativity to express myself..express who i am
How honest i am, How sincere i write...
by writing we can see how the way we are thinking  and face all the things that matters.
Writing is the best medicine for me...
I like writing then i decide to continue writing in my blog, thus no one read it, won’t be matters for me..
As long as i have my note, as long as i have words...
As long as i can think...and as long as i have my dreams
I will embrace all the chances...
Because i feel more gratitude for all those things that i have...
it’s not easy to maintain these feeling...
It’s not easy to write everything...
It’s not easy to express what you think and what you feel...
But because writing is the best medicine for me
Feel no worries
Feel no affraid
Just feel free...Feel free to express my self
Feel free to write with my quality
_oRieNz_

Recall your memories

Recall those memories
Some said you’re not creative
Some said you didn’t have innitiative
Some said you’re just ordinary
What you possess only  your spirit
What they know about me?
They know nothing...
Recall those memories and you have to be remain the same...
The same as who you are before...
People might think that what they  think is right...
But they know nothing...
You are who you think but
what you think about who you are is the main important
People might think what they did is right but
they never know what another people have been through
You have to decide to be who you are, to be yourself...
But don’t get it wrong...
Don’t get it wrong... to be yourself is to be better person day by day...
People do mistake but don’t do it twice...
Recall your memories...recall your happiness...
Recall your passion...recall your dream...
To be as who you are before, big girl with big dreams...

People Might Forget You But Your Heart will Remind Them of Who You Are

I had reasons...

All the things that we have now...all the things that we had yesterday...

People might not realize what they have and  they had...

But me.. i do realize what i had yesterday and i’m not aware of what i have now...

My past time... all the memories, still belong to me...

And all i have now... people offer me they hand but all they get just my rejection...

because all i have just those memories...

But all those memories left me behind...they walk away...they live their life...

left me behind...

I had reasons...to tell my self to be stronger...

as i always said so many times, i have to live my life to the fullest...

I can’t go back and i won’t go back...

Because too many reasons, 

I should accept all those memories, keep it on my mind but i shouldn’t get back to those situations...

Because it wouldn’t be the same anymore...

What we have had and what we have experienced once, it wouldn’t be the same at the second time

just be yourself as always...people might forget you but your heart will remind them who you are

Letter for myself "The Most Dazzling Star is Mine"

Letter for  my self “The most dazzling star is mine”

Dear me,
I am writing this letter for motivating my self of who I am today, who i was yesterday and who i want to be in my future. i have been through many things in my past years and i realized most of them were bitter, then whatever happened to me in my past. i just wanna try my best to forget it and erase it. I shouldn’t become someone that i don’t wanna be. i just need to put my best effort for everything after i read this letter, because this letter reminds me of what happened to me in my past. if i become someone who have wealthy in my hand, i should assist my family to be stronger and forget revenge (for them who hate me most) --- revenge with my succeed. Succeed doesn’t mean that you have to be better than anyone but you can be yourself to do your best and know how to put yourself and do what you have to do.
if i can’t be “someone” --- i just need to put harder my effort to do my best. What happen to me right now is i just have to act right and what i have to do is just remember you should succeed but don’t forget you have to have heart and brain, heart to forgive anyone that hate you most brain to do your best in order to never regret anything in life –meirina–
============================================================================= “Stare to the sky and as you can see the stars, the most dazzling one is yours...
Put your true heart to see that stars. Because if you don’t, you won’t find it.
It means that in life, you have to do your best on everything so you can be succeed...
It means that you have to have an honest heart for doing anything so you can find direction on your life...
How hard you lost the way, you will always find way to be the stars --- the most dazzle ones. Because not everyone can find it.
How hard they look for it, they won’t find and they can’t become it. Because the most dazzling star is your heart. “
“The most dazzling star is mine”
-Orienz-

Get out from your box!!

Get out from the box and live life to the fullest.
Do something is always better than nothing.
When you choose to be someone who never go out from the box,
Never do something different,
always do the same rutinities..
get out from your comfort zone!
Live your life!
It doesn’t mean that you have to leave all the things that you have done.
It means that you have to try  to do something unusual that can make you feel more alive.
Look everything from the other side...
Take another challenges, grab another chances...
You don’t have to be popular but you have to be special one
Get out from the box and let them feel you...
Feel that you are special.
-OrienZ-

My inspirational Models part 1 (Mr. Yo)

Inspirational stories...
Just now i’ve got an idea to write some inspirational stories...
I don’t know much about them but they give me some inspirations, they give me good influence and it makes me want to be a better and better person.  I can take some learns from them, how they think and how they act. Yes for me they are role models and i wanna do my actions now, writing about them!
Mr. Yo, Vice President of one big company in Indonesia
I met Mr. Yo around 2011, first time Mr. Yo (that’s how i called him) called me and offered me to become his secretary on a project. At that time i said yes i’ll come and meet him, i never thought that he will hired me. He explained me about job descriptions and so on.  I just couldn’t believe that he trusted me to be his secretary even he didn’t know who i am exactly, he didn’t know whether i could work well or not. we’ve never met before and i didn’t know that he is a vice president of that big company for me it’s a big opportunity to learn and an honor for me...
At that time i was shocked because he choose me without hesitation, and i, suddenly i asked him an innocent question, “ don’t you give me tests, sir?” and he replied “No need, you could start work this monday”. Then i asked “Sir, will it be okay due to i don’t have any experiences and this is my first time on this field and this position?”. Then he replied “It doesn’t matter, you could learn, learning by doing". Oh My God, that was my first time feel being so blessed. Feel so thankful that i met Mr. Yo, because he taught me so well, he taught me not only to be a good employee but he taught me to comport oneself. He never act bossy, he taught me what to do and he listened about how we feel. If you wrong he will say wrong but he also give the solutions. If we right then he will say right. To be honest because that was my first time work in a project i was shocked, met so many kinds of people, many behaviours, many head so it must be many thoughts. It was difficult. I’ve cried, i’ve smiled, i’ve learned and i’ve disapponted, all feeling mixed up. But as i remember i also ever cried on the telephone and told how i feel because of unfair situation and then he said no need to worry, he got what i mean. So many experiences i’ve got even i just worked for him for only a year, but for me he is my role model. He is a wise person, and exactly know how to treat his employee, that’s called a true leader.
He also taught me that when you worked, you just have to 2 choices, opress or to be opressed, it doesn’t mean that you have to be a bad person. It means that you have to be strong. If you weak you’ll get opressed by other who act as a winner. He also taught me to be a reliable person. From the very beginning he already trusted me, so it makes me more confident and wanna do my best.  I want to be a reliable person. Mr. Yo taught me a life lesson, a lesson not only for facing work field but also a lesson to be a real person.

it is not a matter of chances, it is a matter of time!

This note was inspired by a book, i read a book about time, we are time waster if we don't do anything. The point i got from the book is time won't wait forever. Even we didn't do anything in ourlives we absolutely will getting older.

This is the note for you...

When you lost your  time, you lost your chances
Time won’t back and time won’t wait
How long should you wait? You have waited for this whole time
You have no more time, you have spent too much time to do the best
But keep lost by the time
You have no time to wait any longer...
Time won’t wait...
How much you’ve put your hard efforts
How much you’ve tried your best
Would it be necessary if you just wait for chances?

It’s already began
It is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of time...
You’ve waited until this time, you wouldn’t wait until forever
Keep doing the best but have no goals, no destination, no results
What for?!
Life is always up and down,
When you had chances to do what you want but have no time to wait, just have time to choose, everything wouldn’t be the same.
All your plans messed up, all your wish gone, your spirit fade away..
Messed up everything, keep doing mistake and forget your point...
Forget that no one is in charge of your life,
No one is in charge of you happiness, and no one is in charge of what you’re doing right now..
Except you!yourself!

You are the one who choose, you are the one who decided...
Don’t blame anyone and don’t blame your situation and condition...
It’s all your decision,
Just face it..
Knock your heart, open up your mind...
It’s already began...
It’s not a matter of chances but it’s a matter of time..
Don’t wait any longer...you have already here...
You have pass by everything and walk this far
Don’t wait any longer...
You have already here...
It’s not a matter of chances, because you have it now...
But this is a matter of time...
You have waited until this time,
Your choice to grab it as soon as you can or wait until forever..
It is a matter of time,
Don’t messed up everything because your chances is already came...