Tuesday, November 26, 2013

"Hobby Led Me and Experiences Taught Me"

Another part of dramas? yes my life sometimes like a drama that has protagonist and antagonist as well. That's why i like watch dramas. I've mentioned it before in my previous post that i like watch k-dramas and J-dramas. But these days i often watch K-dramas. That's my hobby. i often cry and laugh out loud because of my hobby, the reason is somehow i can take learns from some sort of that dramas. 

In dramas there are always a main actor as protagonist either as antagonist role. For me i don't have to be as protagonist one. I don't wanna be like a Cinderella or a weak character that should be protected by another one. I hate weak protagonist character, who always cry and lost from the battle. I  But i don't wanna be like antagonist character who don't have feeling, who would make other suffer. I don't like a meaningless antagonist character. But i don't wanna be a supporting role who has to be a flat performance. If i had to choose i would choose as director who can directing how the story line and others role. Then if i couldn't, i would choose as an antagonist role who doesn't have a making up character and self-righteous but have clear character who would concede defeat and play sportive. If i really couldn't i would prefer as protagonist role who has a tough and brave character not a weak character. I don't want to be seen as people who are trying to look good to others and when hurt or feel unfairly then blame the situation. I don't wanna be those kinds of person.

Those dramas that I've watched taught me that life also like dramas,
So many up and down, win and lost, cry and laugh...
Those dramas taught me that so many black and white in life...
Those dramas taught me to be tough
Those dramas taught me to dream higher
Those dramas taught me many things
Even those only dramas but i could take a positive things from it.

Yup that's my hobby..watch dramas.
My hobby taught me well...
well deserved to be better and better person day by day

*Ps: inspired by Lee Seung Gi song 

Love Taught me To Drink


                                    -Orienz-

Monday, November 25, 2013

Where did those dreams go?

Dreams sometimes bigger than thoughts
Expectations sometimes higher than what we could achieve
Imaginations sometimes more beautiful than the facts
But does it matter?
It's called life
People deserved for dreaming
People deserved for expecting
People deserved for imagining
Without it all, it's all empty...
Though people would never get enough for everything
but without all those things could people even live?
How could people live without hope?
How could people live without dreams?
It would be so meaningless
It would be so flat

For you who doesn't have dreams,
Where did those dreams go?
Go grab it before too late
Go catch and reach it...
Go...before you don't have anything left
Because nothing is impossible
For your own sake
            

Monday, November 18, 2013

To Be Happy is a Choice

If people could choose they would choose what they want
If people could choose they would choose what the best
If people could choose they would choose the easiest way for everything
If people could choose they would choose happiness on every way
But if every single thing just as easy as they thought 
Will people understand others conditions?
Will people find each other?
Will people feel "need each other"?
Because it seems like i've got what i want, i've got the best, i've got what make me happy so i don't need anything else, i have already became the happiest person in the world.
but it won't happen
Life sometimes won't work as we want
We won't get everything 
Sometimes we need to be hurt
Sometimes we need to be sad
Sometimes we need to be failed
That's for strengthen us
But...
To be happy is a choice
To be happy is our own decision
To be happy is how we put our life
So just be happy!
          
                                  -OrieNz-

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Mind is like a Virus

Mind is like a virus
Can be misleading
Undermine ...
Then kill you slowly ...
Because virus is like a poison ...
Just as your mind!
How to think
Be Positive or Negative!!

Virus is like a poison
Poison is negative
and sometimes most of thoughts are negative ...
But...
In the end all of it just how you can manage it
killed by your own mind or survived

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Empty without Inspirations

write something then write nothing, nothing inspired me...
read something then forget it easily, it's useless..
then i decided i shouldn't write anything but my fingers keep typing...
word for word into a sentence...
but still...nothing comes into my mind..
it feels empty
it feels like boredom
it feels like lonesome

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I  Should  Find Some INSPIRATIONS!!!!!
 
 





 

Friday, November 8, 2013

"Home is Your Heart"

My best friend said…
“Home isn't a place for you to stay. Home isn't just a room where you can spend your time. Home isn't a house. Home is your heart, as long as you can make your heart become something special, You are at home now and forever…”- Rian YL-
And I want to say…
Thank you friend…you make me understand…
I realized I have to make myself feel at home…

No matter what happened to me and no matter where I am, as long as I can make myself comfort and be the way I am. I’m always at home…

cr: www.deviantart.com
All those things that make me angry, i wanna erase it.
All those things that make me sad, i wanna forget it.
All those things that make me hurt, i wanna skip it.
But life wouldn't be the same as we want, 
It depends on our choices,
appreciate for all you get,
be thankful for everything,
do your best,
life to the fullest,
wherever you'll go make it your home,
because wherever you are, there are so many people beside you
be grateful for everything, always make yourself home.

-Orienz-
Cr: www.picstopin.com 

"Fashion is Me: Shoes Lover Part 2"



Yup i'm back, after a week i didn't write anything and too many things that i wanna write it makes me more confused. I don't know what to write then i'll continue my previous post about Shoes Lover (Read: Me) :D

Since i have so many shoes that i wanna buy and for now i couldn't... no no no not this time, i should hold myself from shoes temptations, so i will post another picture of my shoes
Here we go.......

wedges 

Ankle Boots


Brought by my Friend when she's in Japan tq :*
 *Ps: I also still have another pairs of Shoes :p

To be Honest i have already uploaded these pictures to my instagram and some of my friends thought that i'm a Shoes Seller.. (lol) maybe i should try later because actually i've ever done that before not as Shoes Seller but as Clothes Seller :D i did it until my 2nd year in University. That's one of my hobbies :)
Someday i wanna have my own business, i wanna have my own boutique or clothing line :D but i'm not good at drawing so i have to think about it later :D

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